Hidden Feelings

can blow you up

I thought we were closer than that.

— Elena Gilbert, Vampire Diaries

I never meant to find something out but somehow I do anyway and it hurts. I don’t want to live like this. I don’t want to love you because I know excatly when I do, I will never be able to stop. And I can be selfish with you, I don’t want anyone but me near you. Kill me.